Mission: Accomplished

I am back home, back home after 39.3 miles on the roads of the Walt Disney World resort. I made it. The Goofy Challenge is complete, and I (excuse my language, but after almost 40 miles I think it is warranted) FUCKING ROCKED IT!!!! Thought I would give all my readers… if there are any… a summary of my race. So here it goes.

I have never really cared about my time when I run. It’s about completing a distance. Well that magically changed at WDW. I started the half marathon with 27,000 others on a crazy crowded course. It was jam packed with people who thought a half would be easy… very few serious runners. It was a very frustrating run, because of the crowds, and I ended up finishing in 2:45:05. My goal was 2:45:00, so I was very happy with that. I definitely thought that I could have run it 5-15 minutes faster without the mass of people I had to weed through.

I felt good the morning of the marathon, and was ready for a very hot day… A heat advisory was in effect due to the combination of temperature and humidity. As I crossed the start line, I felt amazing. Upon approaching the 5 mile mark, I realized that I was really doing great. My time was at exactly an hour, and I felt awesome. By mile 10, I was cruising. At the half way point, I realized that I had PRed from the day before, decreasing my time by 3+ minutes. It got very hot very fast on the course, and by mile 17 I started to worry a bit when I was getting the chills. I immediately made sure that my mind set was all about fluid, and I stopped at every water station there after. It continued to happen, but I was doing ok. I started really feeling the heat between mile 20 and 21, but I just slowed down a bit, and made it into Hollywood Studios with few problems. As Epcot approached, I was again cruising. It wasn’t hard, it was just a matter of continuing to move. I was nearly brain dead by the finish line, as I just couldn’t even comprehend what I had just done, but was overwhelmed with joy. I got a PR on my marathon by about 21 minutes.

So happy… I missed this amazing feeling that running give you. I am so happy to have it back, and I am not going to lose it again. More races are in my near future. Thanks for everyone’s support, kind words, and help over the past year of training. I am excited to re-evaluate my plan and continue to grow as a runner.

In the Words of Bruce Buffer…

Here We Go! I am currently sitting in the parking lot at Epcot. It is 3:14 am, and I am so ready to run this half marathon, it’s not even funny! I am so proud if myself for pushing hard enough to make the dream or running the Goofy a reality. When you work so hard for something, it makes the final experience so rewarding. But there are 2 things that are overwhelming me at the moment. The first is actually finishing all 39.9 miles with my body still intact, and the other is what I’m going to do when I get home from this. Training becomes such a huge part of your life, that’s it is super hard to be prepared for what to do next when it is finally finished.

As for now, I am going to go run…

On My Way…

Coming to you live from the Houston- George Bush International Airport… I am finally on my way to Orlando, Lake Buena Vista to be exact. I don’t know if it is nerves, or what, but I haven’t had the best day so far. I had a massive coughing fit this morning on my way to the airport. This has happened to me before, but during an interview, with the Chicago Bulls none the less. I think it is a way for my nerves to come through without acting live nerves. Thank God I haven’t thrown up yet… That tends to be a very common occurance in my life when nervousness is involved.

I left San Jose at 7 am on a flight that seemed much for like a roller coaster ride with lots of jerks, and bumps. At one point I couldn’t even keep my small glass of orange juice on my tray table. We were swaying so bad that it was going to spill any second, so I spent about 15 straight minutes holding it. By the end of the 3 hours and 50 minute flight, I was claustrophobic  extremely motion sick, and READY to get off of that plane. There are some major storms over the south right now, so I am fearing the same thing from Houston to Orlando… We will see how it goes.

My mom will be waiting there when I arrive, and I am anxious to be taken care of for a few days. Many of my Disney friends will be in attendance, and I am super pumped to see them and reconnect. Oh, and I am running 39.3 miles… and like i posted on my Facebook page yesterday, come hell or high water, I am going to run that 39.3.

Butterflies

Ok, it is really starting to set in. The self-doubt, the nervousness, and the tiny voice saying, “WTF am I doing?!?” I am really gonna run 2 very big races this weekend, and I am really starting to get nervous. I have been living on East Coast time over the last few days, getting up at 3:00 am, going to be at like 6 or 7 pm. I am going to finally pack tonight… which should have been done this weekend, but was put off because I didn’t want to feel this way any longer than I had to.

Gonna try to get a short run in tonight, then finalize stuff at work tomorrow before the big trip on Thursday. SO much to worry about, but I know it will all be fine. Heck, worst case scenario I walk, right??

Preparation

advlogoToday was all about preparation. I exchanged some running capris I got for Christmas at the Nike Store. I went to my new favorite store, Road Runner Sports for the first time… ADDICTED!!! Can’t wait to go back and get some new running garb after the Goofy. I bought a new waist pack, some gel blocks and a few packs of recovery drink.

I have an 8 miler tomorrow morning, and then the packing will commence. I have a lot to pull together, but I am excited to get it moving. The hardest part of all this: trying to live on Eastern Standard Time on the west coast. Knowing that I have to get up about 2:00 am EST to get to Epcot to run, I have been preparing myself by going to bed earlier and getting up earlier… like 4:00 am. Tomorrow I am set for 3:30 am. Hoping I can get into the workout room that early and get my run in. I love being in there when no one else is, which is rare.

There are lots of things I want to start with the new year, but I know it is in my best interest to wait until after next weekend. My lifting workout will change. I am also going to do another Advocare 24 Day Challenge, as that has helped me drop a significant amount of weight in the past. I have exactly 79 days until I turn 30, and I am going to look better, feel better, and just be better by the time that gets here.

I will let you know how tomorrow goes… Or let myself know anyway, when I read this sometime in the future.

 

Catching Up On Past Due Issues

Goofy LogoI am attempting to update my “Upcoming Runs” page tonight for the remainder of January. We will see how far I get, but hopefully I will have it totally done by the end of this weekend.

I am super excited for my runs this weekend, as they will be my final long runs before the Goofy Challenge begins next Saturday. Tomorrow, I am starting out with about a 4 mile jaunt, but I will be running on a treadmill, as I have to try out my warm weather clothes since I don’t think I will need my arctic wear in Florida this year. Sunday I will double my distance from tomorrow (I am assuming an 8 miler) and again test my warm weather wear indoors on the treadmill. I am super pumped about this final weekend, but I am even more excited to re-evaluate my goals when I get back, and work on scheduling the remainder of my races this year.

Here’s to a great weekend for runners everywhere!

I went back to the office today after a few weeks back in Kansas. I miss my dogs. I miss my boyfriend. Sometimes I wonder why I left. I know it was absolutely the right decision for me. I would not be happy if I had stayed in my old position at Fort Hays State. I was miserable there. I was a babysitter. I wasn’t running. I was working like 80 hours a week. It was all around a very bad situation for me. I lost myself there, which is funny, because I thought I would have everything I needed!

I am down to less than a week until I leave for Florida, and I feel that this will be a step back on the right path for me. One of the best years of my life was when I ran the first marathon 3 years ago. Running had helped me get through so many things, and being away from my family is one of those things.

I will leave you with this today, as it is how I decide my next move in life:

“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we’re curious…and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”- Walt Disney

Keep Moving Forward…

keep_moving_forwardWelcome to January 2013! Hard to believe that 2012 has come to an end, but I am always up for a chance to reinvent myself again by setting new goals and objectives for the upcoming days. I am heading back to California today after spending the last two weeks in Kansas. I was so sad to have to leave, knowing that I am going back to my tedious days of work, running and sleep. With the ultra-marathon just 10 days away, I am trying to prepare my body for the task of running over 40 miles in a single setting. As overwhelming a task as that seems, I am so excited. After training for 6 months, early mornings, freezing temperatures, and more Clif shot blocks than a person can count, the moment that I have been waiting for. Temperatures are scheduled to be in the 60-70’s which brings up another challenge: deciding what to run in. The wrong gear seems to be the root of any problems I have running, so I will spend the next week trying to decide what feels best on the treadmill, and hoping that I will be able to fit it all into a suitcase for the trek from San Jose to Orlando.

My mom is meeting me down there, which I have mixed feelings about. This adventure is something that I know I couldn’t do without her. She takes great care of me and has great advice for any issues that may arise. But since the A-bomb got dropped in July, or should I say GAY-bomb, my relationship with my brother, and the rest of the family for that matter has not been the same. That news was not something that I was, or am, prepared to handle, and I still have very mixed feelings about it.

California has made me a must more cynical person, and I almost hate that about myself. Everything and everyone is so impersonal, which is so much different than in the Midwest where I grew up. But life there is what I consider actual reality: bad drivers, traffic jams, lots of Asians, rushed work schedules, and beautiful scenery. Haha, that’s a funny sentence. Oh well, freedom of speech, right? I miss the innocence of Kansas, the crazy weather, the flat land, and the hometown people. You never meet any farmers in San Jose, that’s for sure.

Anyway, like I listed in my last post, I have set some goals for myself this year in hopes that I expand my horizons, fill the hole that seems to be growing larger by the day, and enjoy the beautiful state that I have the wonderful opportunity to live in.

I plan to try to make it down to Disneyland at least once a month, since I have an annual pass and have only used it once so far. I also need to make it up to The City. I have been in San Jose for 6 months, and haven’t made any trips. I want to go places to run and take photos as I don’t think that I explore my surroundings enough. 1,500 miles in 2013 is my goal. I have .65 down, and 1499.35 to go…

I have a ton of travel planned this year, from Orlando to Ohio, Birmingham to hopefully Hawaii, I can’t wait to explore these locations a lot more. I am so excited for the possibilities that lay before me, and I am grateful that I have the opportunities to see and do so many things. 2013 is going to be epic! I just know it. And the best part… I am going to share it all here, with you.

Last Minutes of 2012

New_Year_2013There are approximately 50 minutes left in the year 2012. I have a lot of words to say about this year, like difficult, exciting, stressful, and many more, but I will spare you most of the mushy details of my year. Let’s just say that 2012 was a challenging year for me in many ways, and I am happy to see it go personally.

I am ready for a new start, and happy to say that I have many goals that I want to accomplish in the next year. Here are just a few that I am aiming for:

1. Because I am turning 30, I want to run 30 races within 2013.
2. I want to make it back to Hawaii in 2013.
3. I want to run 1,500 miles in 2013.
4. I want to do more craft projects… haha, i laughed too when I read that…
5. I promise to get my financial situation in order in 2013.

I think these are all attainable. I will just have to work a little harder. Another thing that I promise to do is give something to this blog every day. Ideally, I would like to start video blogging on a daily basis, and making a diary of my struggles, great moments and ideas. We will see how it all goes, and most importantly take it one day at a time.

Now that I have approximately 32 minutes till the new year, I am going to end this blog, snuggle with Chas and my puppies, and watch another episode of 30 Rock, because honestly, there is nothing in the world that I would rather do at this moment.

Happy New Year. Here’s to great accomplishments to come in 2013.

Overwhelming!

So I started this blog a while ago to more or less be able to write to myself, about what I was going through with my running, my life, and my normal every day. I am attempting to take classes online to finish my Master’s degree, and I am having a ridiculous amount of trouble. My professors will not email me back. I have no grade or assignments so far, and I feel complete lost and helpless. For some reason today is just an overwhelming day. I need direction. I thrive on getting things done! My frustration is growing. My running is not going how I planned it to. It is all just a lot.

On the other hand, I have so much to be grateful for. I have a job that I really do love, and that gives me the freedom to move and think outside the box. I have a great family, great friends, good health and everything I need. The abundance of thankfulness that I have for all in my life is also overflowing, and I know that every moment is perfect. This is how it is supposed to be, and I will make it through. There is no other option. I am living the story right now.

So much of my life revolves around Disney, and there are so many things that help me through moments like these:

Just Keep Swimming!

Keep Moving Forward!

There are a ton more, but I will spare you the Disney Pixar references for now. I am so lucky, and it is moments like these that I need to remember who I am and what I have.