My World is a Treadmill

I think the title says it all. That’s exactly what I feel like. I am on a treadmill that doesn’t stop, keeps an insane pace, and I can’t reach the red button to stop it.

The frustration I am having with all of this is that I have no reason to feel like I do, depressed and alone. I should be on top of the world. I love my job more than I can express. I just got engaged. My running is better than it has ever been. There is logically no explanation for it.

So, I guess I am just going to try to write my way through this, because I am out of ideas. If you’re tired of my depressive posts, I understand, but I think it’s better that I talk to myself through here rather than try to deny what I am going through.

Catching Up On Past Due Issues

Goofy LogoI am attempting to update my “Upcoming Runs” page tonight for the remainder of January. We will see how far I get, but hopefully I will have it totally done by the end of this weekend.

I am super excited for my runs this weekend, as they will be my final long runs before the Goofy Challenge begins next Saturday. Tomorrow, I am starting out with about a 4 mile jaunt, but I will be running on a treadmill, as I have to try out my warm weather clothes since I don’t think I will need my arctic wear in Florida this year. Sunday I will double my distance from tomorrow (I am assuming an 8 miler) and again test my warm weather wear indoors on the treadmill. I am super pumped about this final weekend, but I am even more excited to re-evaluate my goals when I get back, and work on scheduling the remainder of my races this year.

Here’s to a great weekend for runners everywhere!