I have tried 8 times now to put into words on this page what I am trying to say. Over the last 4 weeks I have had no luck. I am lost, and really do feel like I am having a nervous breakdown. I can’t seem to keep concentration on anything. I have started stuttering like a fool. And worst of all, I know something is wrong, and I can’t figure out what it is or how to fix it. Nothing helps.

And just when I felt like I was at the edge of the cliff, a co-worker of mine decides that I am the reason he is miserable and decides to treat me like the mean, popular girl in high school. Well I tell you what, he can shove it. I am done with it all.

So here’s to letting the nervous breakdown begin, and hoping I make it through…